So, I can’t find the words to express how I’m feeling.. so here is what I’m feeling and thinking in a list of lyrics.. (ps I LOVE that music does this 🙂

” Will You touch my eyes so I can see
Will You touch my ears so I can hear
Will You touch my mind so I can know
Will You touch my heart so I can love You more
Won’t You open me” – Open Me

” I need You like a hurricane
Thunder crashing, wind and rain
To tear my walls down
I’m only Yours now
I need you like a burning flame
A wild fire untamed
To burn these walls down
I’m only Yours now ” – Hurricane

” Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me
Break my heart from what breaks yours
Everything I am for your kingdoms cause
As I go from nothing to Eternity” – Hosanna

“This is my prayer in the desert
And all that’s within me feels dry
This is my prayer in the hunger in me
My God is a God who provides” – Desert Song

“Theres distraction buzzing in my head
saying in the shadows it’s easier to stay
but I’ve heard rumors of true reality
whispers of a well-lit way
when the world has fallen out from under me
I’ll be found in you, ” –Shadowfeet

“Won’t You make me new, won’t You make me true
Jesus, won’t You make me like You,” – Open Me

” Hosanna, Hosanna, Hosanna in the highest” – Hosanna

“And this is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved
Of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flames” – Desert Song

“But I’m going to try, going to try to fly, going to fly high
Don’t want to give into the sin, want to stay in You ‘til the end
Don’t want to lose my sight of You” – Gravity

“ And I’m not going to question, why You’re so faithful
Why that You give me the blessing that You have
Let the glory be known, let the glory be shown” – All I Need

This is my prayer in the harvest
When favor and providence flow
I know I’m filled to be empited again
The seed I’ve recieved I will sow” – Desert Song

Hmm.. Interesting flow if you read it at one continuous thought.. 🙂

I haven’t been sleeping well for about a week now.. I don’t think I’ve reach REM sleep at all any of the times I’ve attempted sleeping… more like that stage where you’re sleeping.. but conscious enough to be thinking and aware that time is passing… So, the question is why? I can’t say anything in particular is on my mind…