I was looking for a different song I had heard on the radio. It seemed to describe how I was feeling, but from the perspective of someone else talking to me… But, instead I found this song and was sorta instantly mesmerized. At first it is like aww, that is a cute song, and then you are like.. whoa.. this is so true.

Sometimes I hate how focused on nothingness I get. The day, the current annoyance, something someone said, the tasks for tomorrow… whatever. I just get blinded or forget what I am doing or supposed to be doing, and instead choose to ignore these amazing things that I am blessed with. I forget what makes me laugh, I forget I am loved, I forget I am cared for beyond any real understanding for why…

I am just really thankful for how much Jesus does love me regardless of how retarded I am.